Monday, February 28, 2011

I don't know what to say

I don't think I need to say that I miss you. I dreamt about you and you were alive and it was normal again. When I woke up I was so very angry that it was normal and I didn't take the time in my dream to get a few more hugs, even just dream hugs.

I think about all the things I want to tell you or ask you, but you're not there.

It has been a year, and I still miss you Daddy.

1 comment:

  1. My dad's 71st b-day was yesterday so I wrote him a love letter and read it to him over Skype. I think I've gotten to the point where I realize he won't be alive forever and that there were a lot of things I wanted/needed to say to him and never had. It's so important to cherish the ones we love for the time we have them. I know you did just that, Christi, and I pray that any sadness you feel may be replaced with sweet memories of him.