I try to leave my family out of my blog, well except the kids and Hubby. But sometimes . . .
Ok, right now my dad is really struggling in his battle again cancer. I would appreciate prayer (and I will leave it at that. I know they are less not completely comfortable with me posting a whole lot).
Because of this, I can't be left alone with my own thoughts or I cry. I love my Daddy and I hate this for him. I can't do anything for him except pray and I hate that I can't fix it. And yes I know it is God's hands but the very human side of me still wants it fixed the way I want it fixed. Now. or yesterday.
So I am distracting myself from thinking by reading and listening to lectures and teaching my kids and doing every thing I can to not allow my thoughts to run free. Which makes it hard to write anything.